getting ready

getting ready

The tent is up. The midges are here, practicing their formations and pondering the best line of attack. Midge-bites and Candlelight proceeds as planned. It’s only a little rain, after all. How else would we know it’s summer?

5pm update.  Good news.  The midges have had enough and are are dying down.  The bad news?  They got sick of the rain.  Still hoping to go ahead — either in the tent, or milling about the rectory if need be.  Compline definately on as planned at 8.30pm.

overdue books

A fortnight ago, Chris ‘tagged’ me to write about books. I’m going to assume that the category includes fiction, drama and poetry. So, here goes (the questions come from the tag).

How many books do you own? Lots. I don’t live with all my books, and the books I live with aren’t all mine.

Last book I read: The Poisonwood Bible, by Barbara Kisolver. It had been ignored on the shelf for years, and I’m glad the church book group finally made me read it.

Five books that mean a lot to me:

The Mists of Avalon, Marion Zimmer Bradley. A retelling of the Arthur tale through the eyes of the Lady of the Lake. Gender and politics. Christ and the goddess. Celtic and Roman. History and wonder. For many years, the prologue came as close as anything to articulating what I believed. Beliefs have moved on, but it is still a stunning book that I re-read every five or six years.

Night, Elie Wiesel. The first book I read all in one sitting (which was not altogether wise, given that I began reading it at 10pm on a school night). It is the most powerful telling of the holocaust I know. I once spent a fortnight reading it to a small group of 17 & 18 year old ‘boys’, and even the good looking popular one cried openly.

Oranges are Not the Only Fruit, Janette Winterson. Colour coded demons; longing and betrayal; people making a mess of trying their best; pursuit of integrity and a chance of forgiveness. All amidst prose that swoops and dives and takes your breath away.

The Wasteland, T. S. Eliot. An early edition of Eliot’s poems lived on the best bookshelf in the sun-parlour in the house I grew up with (funny how words for rooms always give away regional roots). The book was hard-backed with an ivory paper cover, and had occasional notes penciled in from my father’s undergraduate days. I started reading The Wasteland when I was about ten — hiding in a quiet corner of the house, while my cat chewed on my grandmoter’s Boston fern. I couldn’t even begin to understand it, but it was compelling. I fell in love with the language and the rhythms and it shaped my firm belief that understanding is overrated when it comes to poetry. Even now, I resolutely ignore the footnotes.

Who’s Afraid of Virginia Wolf, Edward Albe. This was a toss up really. This, or Long Day’s Journey, or Equus, or The Lion in Winter. But Albe won out probably because he’s a fellow Choatie, and the film was set in the town where I did my teaching degree. Anger, delusion, disappointment, pretense, ambiguity, pain, betrayal and stunningly brutal dialogue. Catharsis, but no comfort. All I hope for in a play, really.

p.s.  — I haven’t tagged anyone since tags aways feel a bit too much like chain letters (which I resolutely ignore).  But for those of you reading this who have not yet written on it:  do join in.

many blessed marthas

Beyond all the usual things that all the usual people have done this week, there has been a sudden upsurge in helpfulness.

Offers came, today (some solicited, some otherwise) to:

  1. Drive me to Colintrive should my creaking wheel bearing give way before a funeral.
  2. Pick me up at Rhubodach to get me to the church on time (should my creaking wheel bearing give way before a funeral).
  3. Keep me company on the ferry and at the crematorium, should I prefer not to be alone (this offer was made twice, by different people)
  4. Take me to Glasgow for Midge-bites & Candlelight shopping, should the drive feel overwhelming in the midst of an all too busy week. (and this person knew nothing of the wheel bearing…)

In the end, none of the offers of help were needed — but they were much appreciated.

And now, I think, despite a diary that claims I should work till midnight, I am taking tonight off.

shades and shadows

Now, do you suppose it’s coincidence, or the printer’s devil that is responsible for the fact that the 1984 Ordinal and the 1987 Funeral rights are only a shade off each each other (magenta and fuchsia respectively) and almost indistinguishable when snatched off a shelf in a rush?